Wednesday, December 19, 2012

BEDD #19: Worrywart.

Things I'm worried about:

  • School
  • The social aspect of school
  • This new production being terrible
  • Being a terrible performer
  • Being a terrible writer
  • Being that person who's secretly terrible at everything and everyone's too polite to tell her
  • Never making a vlog I'm proud of again
  • That I worry too much
  • That I'm sad for no reason too much
  • That I'm incurably unstable and I'm never going to feel functional again
  • money
  • money
  • moneyyyy
  • money for school
  • money for fun things
  • money for idk life bills?
  • Not getting into my dream schools
  • Getting into my dream schools and having to pick a path
  • Dreaming too big and being let down by reality
  • Not living up to my "potential"--whatever that means
  • That I'm going to be alone forever
  • That I don't really mind being alone
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  • That I overshare on the internet and it's making me a less interesting person.

2 comments:

  1. Hi Abby it's Colin! Being worried is one of the many gifts that make us better people. When we are worried something in us tells us to do better and keep up! being worried may cause anxiety but it does help the mold that you are creating for yourself for the later years.

    Most of the things that you say you are worried about may be common in most of the quality human beings so I will have you know that we are right there with you! We are all on this one giant rollar coaster together, and out experiences, worries, anxiety, joy, and experiences will be done together because we are one big family! Love you Abby!

    Sincerely,
    Colin

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  2. 80% of the things on this list... yeah. Chin up, Abby. I know how difficult it is to think your life will never be better. Thing suck for a while, then they stop. The suck always stops. I promise.

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